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where does it come from?

i'm feeling so complicated..

perhaps i'm afraid of letting go..i'm afraid that i dint treasure them much..
but i jus dono how to react..

i scared that i'll lost them one day...and make myself regret for not cherish my time with them..

jus now dad came down jus to passed me pocket money..
i feel so...speechless..
he said he's going to pass me stuff then i thought he need to leave anything with me or wat..
then he passed me money..then i was like..
"dad i got enuf..u use it urself ya..i got enuf"
then he said "it's ok u jus take"
then he quickly left with uncle..rushing back to jb

i feel very bad..like..i shouldn't take his money...i know he wont have enuf to use for himself..but he jus came down to pass it to me..
besides i'm working part itme now also..
hai..i feel so bad myself...
he's in jb alone..but then i never get to go there and look for him for meal even once..
i think i'm really an unfilial daughter =(

at noon i called my aunt..jiu niang..she doesnt sound so good also..i feel so sad..she's the mum of my late cuz who passed away recently..
hai............i'm so useless =((((

i dono wat to do...i shall look for a job soon and then earn money and give them...
i'm so useless..or perhaps i shud make calls as frequent as possible..
in the past i seldom call my parents....i'm so bad........... hai

I HATE MYSELF.... I HATE MY SELFISHNESS... I HATE THIS FEELING...THIS COMPLICATED FEELING =(((

The meaning of life constitutes a philosophical question concerning the purpose and significance of human existence. This concept can be expressed through a variety of related questions, such as Why are we here?, What's life all about? and What is the meaning of it all? It has been the subject of much philosophical, scientific, and theological speculation throughout history. There have been a large number of answers to these questions from many different cultural and ideological backgrounds. Albert Camus observed, we humans are creatures who spend our lives trying to convince ourselves that our existence is not absurd.

The meaning of life is deeply mixed with the philosophical and religious conceptions of existence, consciousness, and happiness, and touches on many other issues, such as symbolic meaning, ontology, value, purpose, ethics, good and evil, free will, conceptions of God, the existence of God, the soul and the afterlife. Scientific contributions are more indirect; by describing the empiricalfacts about the universe, science provides some context and sets parameters for conversations on related topics. An alternative, human-centric, and not a cosmic/religious approach is the question "What is the meaning of my life?" The value of the question pertaining to the purpose of life may be considered to be coincidal with the achievement of ultimate reality, if that is believed by one to exist.

If the existence of one has a purpose, then why does one dies?

I jus received a very bad news...my cousin passed away this noon...

I cant help but cried and cried..it's just so sudden..

Although we only met during cny but to me, he used to be someone who really is a nice 'big brother'.

When i was young and often went back Ipoh for vacation, he used to bring me around with his motorbike.

And i enjoyed riding in motorbike a lot..

There was once after the ride, i burnt my leg when i accidentally placed it near the pipe where the gas heat is released..forgot wat the exact word is..and i was so slow to react to the burnt..

He was so shocked and quickly brought me into the house and applied some medical oil to my leg..i wasnt crying cos i dont feel pain at all at that point of time i dono why..my aunt and the rest were very worried but i seem to be numb.

Ever since that incident, he became a very special 'koko' to me.

After many years when everyone and everything has changed, i only go back to meet them during cny and usually jus a normal greeting and wont be able to talk much. Perhaps when we all have grown up, our relationship with one another tends to change.

I jus cant believe that things changed so fast. I cant accept the fact that he is gone, it's all jus too sudden.

When i was during sec 2, my fren's brother passed away in an accident. Some driver jus hit on him without seeing him crossing the road. He was only 16 and we used to perform dance together in a big group. He was the very first fren that i've lost...

Remember during my O level year, my Maths teacher suffered from stroke and was hospitalized in KL. I guessed he wasn't able to hang on and thus jumped off from the hospital building. We were all very shocked and sad. He is a very nice teacher. Half a year later when i was attending my sister wedding, the very night before the big day, i received another news that his daughter, whom was my senior and my dancing club fren, jumped off from another building because she missed her father too much. She even left her shoes and phone from where she jumped off. It was reported in the paper that she msged her mum her last words. Her mum was my accounting teacher back in my secondary school too but she quitted after her husband's incident. We all were very worried about her. The family of four were left two, her and their son.

Probably a year back, when dengue was very wide spread, my accountant teacher was suspected with the virus in KL. She then left the world after hospitalized for a few days. I was in contact with her son's best fren. He said she had fever and was suspected with dengue, but it turned out to be something else. I forgot wat that is, but i remembered it was serious because the hospital delayed in curing her as they thought it was jus something minor. Now the only son is left alone. But as a fren, i talk to him in msn. I know his frens are all very caring for him. At least right now he's doing good, learning to do property from his cousin.

Life is indeed fragile..vulnerable...

You'll never know what will happen tomoro..I know everyone would be familiar with this sentence..but it's really true..cos i'm feeling it right now..

Treasure everyone around you..tell them how u feel..
Living in regret is the biggest failure in life...

Hoping Ah Kok ko rest in peace.......
 

Current Mood:

sad

This is the contact lens i bought a month ago..and thanks to Linda babeh cos she taught me how to wear contact lens for the first time..i had a hard time putting in the lenses into my eyes...my eyes cried LOL but stil i managed to put it in..wakakaka 


 
My first grey colored contact lens =)

Next, a 4 days 3 nights trip in Penang is definitely not enough..i still want to eat the foods there..i still wana shop there!! everything is damn cheappppppp!! aRghh!! i love the sea a lot..everytime i went ther i would definitely take a lot lot LOt of pics..lol usually i would go there with my 2nd sister and her friends..but this time it's a family trip =) my parents jus like being there..so damn relaxed..and we could even have an evening nap in the balcony with the wind blowing and a nice view of the blue sky on top..everything is jus so nice..and natural..i really love being in there..i can find peace in my mind while being there..how i wish time could stop..

The morning was fantastic if u could catch the sunrise..it's really nice..i saw it last time but i never got to wake up on time on this trip..so sad..i love the time in the late afternoon being in the hotel standing at the balcony of our room..i can feel the wind blowing and i get to see a nice view of the sea..During the night there would be some events sometimes at the ground floor by the beach..sometimes there are people down there barbeque-ing in the night..you can catch a good city night view too if u get to Penang Hill..



       
     
:: Sea and Sky ::


A super big jellyfish being washed to the shore


     
Bro ready to flyyyy

      
Bro and Mum Jet-skied! XD


My fav shot - bay watch ;D


love the seaaaaa

 
during sunset


the happy memories.. =)

Went to The Night Safari for the first time with my dear and friends =) had lots of shock and fun LOL shocked is by the damn scary make up and halloween costume of the staffs..but they are really professional. When they dont smile, they freaking dont smile..hahaha very cooL~ had a ride with the gang during the animal touring show..my eyes were wide opened. haha


The only 3 girls...


Ok make that a 4 LOL


One funny butcher LOL


I wanted to do her makeup HAHAHA


I love this genie babe XD

   










 
Oh well =P


Finally the damn heavy module's exam ended! though i know i didn't do well =( but well~ it ended!

The classmates celebrated ShanShine's 21st at Xin WAng marina square. HAha surprise after surprise for her =) after that me, kerren, josephine, joyce, mw and favian went to Kbox while the rest went home. I really need to singggg cos i missed singing a lot..

In between there was a game session in which we joined..for that we spent one hour in it so in the end i felt like we didn't sing much though we sang til 3am..LOL The game session by kbox is like..list the song title and also 'jie long you xi', doN really know to describe..but not bad la..in the first round favian lost and got to drink a tube of honey as punishment..haha he said it was too sweet though.

The gang pushed me to play the 2nd game and with the help of them i won the game! hahahahha we each got 'coffin' keychains and i got a pair of free tickets of the movie 20th Century Boys. No idea what movie that is though LOL



The surprise at Millenia walk



The food ....i'm hungry T_T





i wish i wish....i blow i blow


Hope you enjoyeD~ ^^






I still love this..hahah copyright@Joanna LOL


the k-Box-ers

 
Favian sang with feelings....XD see his expression


Few days ago during work..i met one angmo who speaks Mandarin to me..i was stunned for 2 sec then he asked "Do you speak mandarin?" then i was like..ya ya 'wo hui wo hui' ( i know i know) LOL hahahah so embarrassing..but he was damn good lor! his chinese is so fluent that i got surprised..he said he used to work in China for 3 yrs..then now he came sG and plans to work for 3 yrs also. AFter that he probably will move to Taiwan or Malaysia. I really PEI FU him..cool!!!! meaning like..kinda "salute". LOL i didn't mean to be 'sua ku' but i really got shock..cos this was the first time i really spoke to angmo who can speak fluent Mandarin..eventhough i've saw lots of times of them appearing in TV speaking Chinese.

Damn lots of pix in this post..thus i named it as the photos post. hahah

and the boyfren surprised me jus now by fetching me off from work. So happy! XD heheh 

tomoro morning is another day for work..it's 3am now and i'm stil here blogging..later work at 10 30am i wil be very very very tired oledi~ but wil meet the bruNei gang after that..woohoo~~~ =D

Current Mood:

tired

  Ok..finally received the photos from ron’s cam. SO SLOW =P

PC was my secondary skol’s senior..then Ron was her senior..so Ron was my senior’s senior. To put in other words, he was my grandfather LOL ok I was talking rubbish.

 
me, ron and pc at T1

And after doNo how loonnngggg I’ve last met my beloved brunei frens due to my busy schedule on schools and work, I finally get the chance to meet them last wk! =D so happy! Haha and I got one KL fren (who was my ex school mate) came to SG for holiday too..and we took damn lots of photos..CAM WHORE! XD

 
top: ernie, ping, eric
bottom: fangling, weiru, doris

 
Singapore twin tower LMAO XD

We met again the nex day. Watched House Bunny with fangling, yiping and shino. Nice nice! XD must watch! Hahaha I love it!! haHAH

 
three girls cam whoring at orchard road

 
thE dinner at pastamania

And recently I’m looking for new shoe laces, and guess what? I bought 3 altogether =p

 
from top: cross - star - plain

The MDIS bbQ networking session was a success! 10/10 we had our bbq in the school’s canteen. Initially I really wonder how to fit in with lots of ppl in that small space. I was wrong. Haha everything went well and food was great! Thanks to ben and sha and the other staffs. Sooo yummmmmyyy the food was rili nicely ‘bbq-ed’! and I’m glad that my brunei frens rushed down from far..really appreciate it so much! =D

 
The young whites and old blacks XD

 
beLoved daNce mates ( wher is shan =( )

 
dance mates with the best host, ryan =)

The next day I went to Linda’s open house with Kerren, Alex and Sha. Norisa and Nirwan came later. It was really fun!! And the food was damn yummy..i’m feeling hungry now…so happyyyy XD

 
nice nice group photo =D

Last but not least, I took some pics of collections of my dear lol he really likes those characters lor..”ONE PIECE” and there are more planes to be taken though hehe.

 
'One Piece' figures

 
Planes model

Will blog again when I’m back from penang..ngek ngek ngek..

I’m going penang tomoro with my family!! Hahahha gona take damn lots of pic WAHAHHA

Current Mood:

excited

Yesterday probably is a bad day for me..

I have neck pain since Wed..i guess it’s from bad sleeping posture..now stil pain =(

Yesterday at work I got ‘scolded’ by boss..not really scold though..i made a mistake..then i made a mistake by clarifying with boss and with my customer in front of me..which I know I shouldn’t do..but I jus became very blur at that point of time..then after the customer left then my boss told me lor..why I like this like that etc etc..AHHHHHHHHHHHH SHIT. Feeling kinda low after the whole thing =(

When I got home not long..suddenly the electricity power supply cut off..cos my brother in law was doing smtg and suddenly POP. It’s all dark and quiet..that was 11+pm..and I haven bath yet..nearly shout for help..but luckily in the end I called my bf n he told me how to do etc etc..and so we got the house back in bright..hai~ if not I wil stink the entire night..

I had a bad dream this morning..i was with my frens..we went somewhere..a place like temple..in the end the picture zapped to a place where I was in the 2^nd level of a building. Suddenly there was a big crowd of big black birds.. flying from the mountain..then they came to the city to attack humans. They are the kind who tends to eat human flesh..so scary..at that point of time me and my frens went to lock all the windows in the building..but one of the big birds flew in..my fren helped me out and I managed to escape while he was fighting with the bird..i felt so bad and worried..i hid under the bed..feeling terrified..

After that I heard footsteps..then I saw my fren being carried to a room by another fren..i followed them..we had to lock all the windows and doors in the big room..not long later there was another bunch of frens who managed to escape from the attack. They knocked strongly at our door..and came in..

everything jus happened so quickly..it was dawn already..it seems that at this time the birds would fly back to hide..they tend to attack most in the night..while I was locking up some other windows then suddenly the carnivore came to the window and hit the window in an attempt to broke the glass..

There is no ending in the story..i cant imagine the ending..in the dream I was so helpless..it’s like we don’t have foods or wat to help us survive..all we can do is hide inside the room from day to night..some of us are even wounded..when I woke up..the first thing came to my mind was..wat if this is real? Would this kind of thing happened? Things happened too fast that we are unable to act fast enough..like the disaster that happened in several countries recently..would humankind go extinct? Is the world going to end? I don’t remember myself from having good dreams recently..it’s all bad ones..nightmares..everything seems wrong..i doNo..the least we can do now..is to treasure everything we have at the moment..

现在是凌晨三点钟，带着疲惫的身体却清醒的头脑，没有一丝睡意，或许周公还没敲我的门吧。

突然间有些感触。一位好朋友回国了，短其间内不会回来。我读了她们的部落格，杀那间我才发现我没有好好珍惜当她还在这里的时间。我没有常去找她喝茶聊天，真不够朋友。人总是在失去后才学会珍惜，而我发现自己常做这样的事。

虽然她回国的前一晚我们大家有出来相聚，玩得很尽兴，还唱了周华健的“朋友”给她听。她一把鼻涕一把眼泪的往脸上抹。我可以感觉到她当时的感受，我差一点也想掉泪，可我忍住口气，希望这不会是伤心的离别。

唯有相信离别不是伤心的，心里就会好过些。我真的一直都相信，“离别”不是离开，它更不是永恒的。离别，只是为了等待下一次聚会。它是一种希望，一种期待。所以，我相信我们很快就会见面。一直都相信。。。

so 'mao dun'..meaning like ..i wan to do this thing but i react the opposite way..

i wana buy all the nice cheap stuff..they are all very cheap...but if u buy all the cheap stuff in one day..u will spend mayb $100 per day..but i didn't..i controlled myself..so i onli bought 2 stuff and spent $30 onli..i'm happy about it..but i saw too many nice stuff and my mind keep thinking bout them now....ARGH why does the GSS ending so sooonn????? hAI~

i wana get a job..part time job..great news: got offered from frens..one at cathay one at raffles city..the one at raffles city sound good. but then..need to work minimum 4 days per wk..and jo reminded me that our upcoming module wil be very very busy as we have projects to do..ya..i know. i read the syllabus and i felt stress already...but then i need the $$$$$

hai i wan $$ ..i wan to shop..but i wan to save money for the US trip end of this yr...but then it's jus not in the right time!!
the upcoming module will be very busyy..then got lots of things to do..group and individual project..after this module..the one after that is even worSE! it's the wat american politics and economic thingy..WAT THE HELLL...i doNo eh..seeing the name of the module makes me stress already..ok i'm seriously stress now..mayb i need some sport to destress myself..YES BADMINTON AND TENNIS AND AND AND...?! a bit crazy T_T i'm losing control ..

someone is not beside me..i call him my bf..he went back hometown for 2 wks..i rarely received his sms as he was busy doing stuff with his dad..but i cant blame him..i'm very sad...hai..

i wan job..i wan money..although my mum seems like dont wan me join my frens to japan or wat..but i'll try to talk to her bout it..and i hope to get my own money to use it over there..so i dont have to spend so much of mum's money..cos i cant imagine like..after the lectures in USA..then i directly fly back..then i wil be like..ALL ALONE TO MYSELF..FLYING IN A 20+ HOUR JOURNEY BACK SINGAPORE..i can imagine myself crying alone inside the plane..but actually i can...see when my frens are going back to sg..then i fly back wit them..but it's kinda hard to match the time........silly =.=

$$$ job time assignment USA..everything is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........................................
(dono wat word to describe)

tomoro..i'll be going to find job at jurong point and queensway..i hope to find jobs near my house so it's easier for me..i think i wana try again in clementi...ARGH! sien! where have those notice gone to?! why why why why why..actually i got another offer..at bukit timah there..hmm waitress la..butttttt...transportation wise..kinda mafan though..only got one bus from my place..offered by my bf....hai...wher is he? =((((((

how ha....wana find job..but cant afford to spend so much time on it as the upcoming modules wil be rili very stress ( i think will be very very VERY stress lor.. ) but then neeed $$$ for the US trip as well..HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i guess i go find better lor...hai hai hai~~~~ HAIIIII

Seriously..i’m really not a frequent blogger..LOL and I’m not an updated one lor..haha everytime I tell myself in the day time..later I must blog..then later at nite..i never blog anymore.. keep dragging..i think I like dragging my life..i’m a "dragger" =.=lll too many things happened..happy and sad..but I forgot which is which so I’ll jus mention those I remember ba --

I went to penang AGAIN during the end of april this yr..haha it was really fun cos I had the chance to play the parasailing again~ hahaha THIS TIME I’M DOING ALONE wuhu~ very fun..i noe I was very very scared in the beginning cos this is the 3^rd time I fly and I’m doing alone..so when I went up there..i was too excited or perhaps too nervous..i kept talking nonsense to myself up there..lol hahaha imagine?! I was like.. wah wah..very very high.. walau wah so fun..wah so nice..so suang..so pretty..i kept talking up there ..lol hahaha but after all it was really really fUnnn ~ haha and this time i admired someone from the beach..someone from the same gender..she’s working as a water sport assistant..something like that la..forgot wat’s the exact term..i admired her ‘tan-ness’..and her body figure..damn nice can..as in..perhaps for some ppl not very la but it’s the kind I like lor..hahah in the end I took photo with her YAY hahaha

Next, I took some pics in kalyn’s work place..wahaha i got lobang LOL I was a kay-leh-feh for one night..wahah but got $50 for 2 hours wor! Worth it! Ahahah basically it’s jus some shooting la..at the building between orchard tower and royal thai embassy at orchard..it’s inside the building..forgot wat’s the name of the building though..anyway. when I reached there I contacted my fren and she lead me to the way that I shud be..then over there got hair artist and make up artist..then I brought over my own costume which they’ve asked for..then the costume designer chose for me lor..the make up artist put heavy make up on my eyes and it caused the red eye on my right eye..so pain that nite..haiz but luckily it last for less than one hour..but very pain lor..and itchy..and my poor eye keep tearing..but like..i was wearing cap so during the shot it was not so obvious la..hahah we rehearsed a few times then we took only 3 to 5 shots then DONE!! Haha tat’s how my 50 bucks come from lol luckily got this fren offered me the job..hehe it’s a commercial la..and the main actress is a girl..then got me and another girl acted together..3 teenagers..we jus need to give the excitement face..like shopped a lot..that kind..walking in fast pace..pointing here and there..saying ‘look! This is so nice! so pretty! Wow look at that’..ya tat kind of expression if u can imagine..ahha and the main actress got ask me ‘which agency are you from?’ then I was like..er. no agency. My fren offered me the job. Then she was like ‘oK’ ahah she quite ok la..then the other girl got offered by other crew in the shoot too.

Got a fren ( tiam ) came from bRunei recently..and i asked other brunei gang out..tat's wat we usually do though. hahaz. then we went to MOS on thurs nite..and my classmate said thurs is a MOS nite..r&b night..when we reached there at 11.30pm the place was kinda empty..then no one was dancing on stage but the deejay keep playing hot songs..then crowd started around 12+..coming to 1am..then i was dragged up to the stage and danced wiht my frens ..lol i dont rili know how to dance but ya..anyhow la..hahaha a lot of ppl on the stage and i had to squeeze myself in a little space.. quite fun and tiring that day =.= and friday morning i have classes but i decided to skip cos at 8am i was stil having mac D breakfast with the rest at chinatown point..TIRED sia...Saturday i went to skol LATEEE and played badminton with omar and my classmates and tiam after class..after that everyone has their own plan..so i brought tiam to the Queensway shopping center walk walk shop shop..he bought a scarf..and i bought nothing..haha was trying hard NOT TO SHOP.. it's really hard. ==||| after that he went orchard and i went home..then nite time we met with the rest of the brunei frens and went to eat at suki yaki..sushi la..at cineleisure..

After the sushi meal..we went to have a drink at NydC outside heeren..when something happened!!! first time i saw this in Singapore..got 1 group of Malays (according to my fren) wearing black chasing 2 guys ( Chinese - according to my fren also )..then like the 2 guys fell on the floor and the guys kept kicking their stomach and use something to hit them..we were sitting in the nydc and they were jus fighting outside there..it was really scary though..after awhile the malay guys cross the road and ran back to the cineleisure..AND we saw the chinese holding those 'parang knife' ( those long rectangle shaped knife ) chasing back those malays..imagine each of them has 2 knifes..it's like..omG!!! where do they got those weapon from??? then my fren thought it might be they took it from their car..i was like..OMG..cant blif it..then everyone in the street was really looking towards the direction of the cineleisure..everyone was quite stunned and shocked..even the staffs in nydc..it was jus like acting! =.= less than 10 min later..got 3-5 police cars came and went to the direction at cineleisure..then we did not know wat happen next..after awhile we went to cineleisure but seen nothing there anymore..the police cars were gone and those 2 groups of chinese and malays were not there already..cant blif..gangster in action ...quite scary. in orchard some more..wat if they hit the others? cant imagine orchard in 'red'

well. need to rest early tonite..tomoro i'm going back to BRUNEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~~ lol actually not very excited la..cos i quite tired though..but hmm nvm ..hahah perhaps i'll feel the excitement tomoro?? sweats -_-" the flight is 8.50pm..it takes 2 hours to reach..so wil reach there like 10.50pm? and when i got home wil b quite late too..so tiring...wil be back for 2 wks! and i hope i could enjoy myself with my family and frens..hahaz BUT i wil need to study back there for my exam...i'll be back on the 17th ..and 18th my classmates and i wil be going to the theatre and on the 21st i'll have my EXAM! =.= stress a bit..hope i can do well..and i hope everyone will do well too *peace yo~!*

went out today with dajie to harbourfront to collect something..walked around ..then after that went back home by bus..
when we were walking towards our block we heard the 'scccreeeet--- ping pong pong' anyway u understand wat i mean right ? ya a car accident..in front of my block

i din see how it happened but my eldest sis happened to see a green car flipped over TWICE..it's those mountain car..i guess it hit an oncoming car and twist to the other side and flipped over..my goodness! the car is badly damaged..the front and the top part is really gone lor. I saw a crowd going towards the green car..then the oncoming car was stucked in the center of the junction..the right side of the headlights are broken into pieces..all this caused traffic jams.

The driver in the green car was stucked inside..around 10 minutes later the civil defence came..they rescued the driver out of the car. ( i think. cos i did not see how they carried him out of the flipped car. i was looking from FARRRR..i stayed at 6th floor and i looked down from the corridor). Fortunately the man is alright. i saw him sitting down while ppl carrying him on the arms. the ambulance came onli 5 or 10 min later..SO SLOW! i thought ambulance shud reach earlier..if it was a big accident..wat could have happened? the ambulance came like around 20 min after the accident happened..is that consider slow i wonder? i thought it is. perhaps it's hard to arrive earlier becos when the accident happened it was around 12pm..then it was the time where there are a lot of traffic jams.

i saw how the ambulance carried the man to the car and went off. I saw how the civil defence cleaned the road spilled with car's oil. I saw how a truck turned over the flipped car. I saw how they dragged away the 'injured' cars. I saw 3 reporters but no camera crews taking pictures in the scene. i wil read the news tonite.

i dono why the junction of the road near my block always have accidents..it's always when cars coming turning left or right and then that caused accident..perhaps drivers are not following the traffic lights..or they speed? drivers..MUST DRIVE CAREFULLY

i'm very very hungry nowww...oh man =.= i wana do assignment..TURN ON MY BRAIN >.< it's not i'm brainless. i am very tired and sleepy and hungry and stress T_T

Current Mood:

stressed

i'm trying to edit pictures using photobucket..haha thanks jo for teaching me how to use it =D i din even know how to upload pics in blogs..now i know..hahah very tired but stil playing around lol..my sis jus strangled me asked me do assignment..haha tomoro..really i swear ok? tomoro i dont sleep! hahahaha YAY! later early morning i have to company eldest sis go collect somerthing in vivo..then after that back home..then i wil go down skol borrow books or something..then after that go dance rehearsal..then badminton session with bf and classmates..then after that go home again..WAH I FEEL SO TIRED ALREADY =.= nvm i bought my new purple heels liaw..I'M SO THE HAPPY hahahah =D

with words

with words and effect

i wil try more nex time..wahahaha =X time to sleep ..it's 2.54am

Current Mood:

sleepy

supposedly sunday meet the brunei frens to go k but decided to postpone til nex monday cos have to wait MS TYY come lolx
morning went out to have lunch with dear..then after that shud have gone to meet the brunei ppL..but my stomach keeps crying so i went back home to toilet..urgent >.< sooooo in the end..as usual..late to meet them hahaha i'm the late queen anyway =P

we went to eat at the HK cafe..then went to check out wat movies to watch..but in the end never watched cos nothing nice..then the guys played snooker while me and fang ling went shopping in marina square..haha told u i'm into purple nowadays..then i bought a purple leggings =P then also a pink necklace and a black tshirt with pink wordings..haha for esther's party mahh hahax

after all the shopping and walking and looking..i was very tired actually..in the end fang ling went home and i met up with jo while the guys continue to walk on their own..

we went to the traveller planet to buy the bday girl's backpack. unfortunately they dont have the color she wanted - red. so we had to go down to paragon from marina square to get the red backpack. we also bought balloon and flowers for her..haha guess she would be surprised to find bottles and shirt inside her bag too LOL after that me n jo took train and travelled all the way to pasir ris..i am really very very tired already =.= and i think jo too..from all the walkings and travellings. haha but well we stil manage to get there.

guess she was very happy cos her 21st really got a lottttttttttttt of ppl..wow happy for her =D jerald was the DJ that nite..we did a lot of things. haha we ate..played taboo, played firecrackers..and also CAMWHORE LOL hahah
luckily nirwan drove me, norisa and shan back to jurong east so we did not have to train all the way down to the west side..if not i wil faint @_@ 

oya today i went to shop again @ bugis..AND I GOT MY PURPLE HEELS FINALLY!! hahaha and another new handbag!!! lol recently a lot of bags huh? hahaha i'm so the happy~! i can sleep well tonite ^.^

HAPPY 21st Esther!
gLAd u had fuN!! =D

 
cool? i like haha =D

 

like i'm going to bite him? XD


 
nirwan is always popping out somewher

 

he is everywhere


 
the man who rocks the party =D


 
we with the 21st biRthday giRL esTher the caT =^_^=

 
blop! Inc. ^_^

Current Mood:

cheerful

nowadays so the happy yaaa~ hahah i got almost everything doubled..lolx =P

past few days i went out with hannah dahleng to far east plaza and bugis street and marina square..then she bought a few and i bought quite a lot..

she bought one cardigan and a dress..

as for me..i bought a cardigan and a top from her as a bday gift ( thanks babe! =D )..then i bought a skirt and a short pants..so here i have 2 tops and 2 bottoms..then i needed shoes..then i found 2 i like..dono which to buy in the end i decided to get both! hahaha i bought one of them in cineleisure @ tinkerbell jus now after move with my dear..we watched the three kingdoms! i find it nice though..but some ppl may not like it..and i cried during the movie T_T hahaha cos got ppl died mah..like died during battle..but the songs together with the scene..can make an emotional ppl like me cry easily la...lolx

ok i wana get the purple heels from bugis street on Monday!! hahah oh yes!! so the happy! =)))

i jus removed my pink hair extensions for a few wks..and i have 2 purple ones now on my head LOL haha jus went to do it on thursday~ lol HAHAH i am sooooooo crazy!! see it's double again! 2 purple one! lol i feel like getting something again...BUT I HAVE TO STOP RIGHT NOW!
need to save for the US trip this november laa...hai~ i am not working yet i'm spending a lot..hai~ i would stop..after i get the purple heels..LOL i think i need to get a job sooN..if not i don have enuf money for the US trip! ( but very lazy leh >.< ) but i stil wan to get a job..trying to pull the lazy me out of my body~ 

and ....bad news..i haven start my assignment due on coming saturday... =.=  sheet.